I carry your heart

I start this post with a song that has been playing on the radio lately.
It’s catchy and the tune makes me wanna go buy a piano just so that I can play the song.
I wonder how much a good keyboard costs these days… 2nd hand I also don’t mind… haha


Love Song – Sarah Bareilles

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.


I managed to find the music video on Youtube. It’s pretty cute, with the main character being stuck in a jukebox. Hehe… very marionette doll. Not so much like N’SYNC’s Byebyebye but more arty?
Hehe… thank God for youtube, coz I don’t have MTV at home..
-laughter-
Then again, even if I did have cable, I’m way too busy to watch television.. unless it’s CSI!
-migumi laughter-

Spent the afternoon on the phone, calling parents and hanging metaphorical pig heads on phones. I guess you know what I was after when I say ‘pig-heads’ ya?
Had to finish a lot of stuff in the office today, almost did not have time to drink water again. Looking forward to the weekend and all the activities on my schedule book, which reminds me.. I have to update the book for next week’s ‘headless-chicken-run’. It will be a memorable week. ;)

A few weeks back, when Parveen and I went back to SRJC for the literature night, the following poem was performed.
It’s been stuck in my head for since that night.
So I wanna share it with you. =]


I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go, my dear,
And whatever is done by only me is your doing my darling)

I fear no fate
(For you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world
(For beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it’s you are whatever a moon has meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life,
Which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart.

I carry you heart
(I carry it in my heart)

~ E.E. Cummings~


Let me know what you think about it ya?

Have I mentioned that I adore Famous Amos’ soft baked cookies?
Especially the no-nut ones.
Always have to chug a lot of water every time I have one, but it’s still heavenly.
-swoon-

Oh, before I sign off, let me tell you about my evening last night.
I went to the Police post – to officially change my address.
Went shopping after dinner with TKM.
We walked from home to Compass Point and I tried on quite a few sets of clothes.
Ended up buying a skirt, long sleeved blouse and two short sleeved blouses for office wear. Cost bomb. I say bomb because it was not as much as usual, coz usually I will say that the bomb was of the nuclear or atomic variety but this time I would say that it’s a normal bomb because the prices were not as extravagant as compared to the previous spending sprees I’ve taken part in.
Thank you to Mummy for buying me the clothes =]
We walked home after the money ‘outing’.
I have yet to calculate the distance between my house and Compass Point verses the distance between my old place and Kovan Heartland mall… if and when I do, I will definitely write about it.
-hysterical laughter-

Faxed in my convocation materials to the two places.
Convocation will be held at SIM HQ on 3rd April.
Guys, please let me know if you will be in school on that day, can meet up and take pictures!
-bounces all over the place-
Make the most of my gown rental!
-more hysterical laughter-

Laters~
^-^